Work is stressing me out. All this stress is leading to me mildly hallucinate -- although I can tell I'm hallucinating because I did a lot of fact checking. I just feel like a huge f*** up because I messed up too much at work.

I need to take a mental health day tomorrow. I can't take this anymore. I'm stressed the f*** out. Now I have to apologize to everyone for being such a f*** up. I wish I could quit my job and just live happily ever after, but that's not how things work in the real world. Bills have to be paid somehow, after all.

I think I just need a nap for now. I need to relax somehow. I'm all wound up.