I am having that exact problem right now. Unfortunately for me i am an addict and used to go to AA meetings all the time. Then i had a breakdown got treatment in the hospital and i have yet to return to a meeting. One I am ashamed of relapsing but also my anxiety is so high I shake. Sending some group love to you. We will make it there on our own time and I bet we will be so proud of ourselves for going! Much love