yes. for a while i've had difficulty writing - at times it is physically hard to form letters, and other times there seems to be a disconnect between my brain and hand. like, if someone spells something out, i hear the letters but can't work out how they look. i think this is a side effect of topamax. i've also had brain zaps for probably a year now, which my pdoc says is because of the combo of meds i am on.

was there ever a time you were anti meds/refused to go on medication?