I agree with mostly everything already said. My “ midlife crisis “ has been a lifelong crisis. But now in my 60’s it just seems to be all going downhill. Don’t care if I wake up in the morning anymore. Lost too much. The only reason I’m still here is because I have some gratitude for the simple things in my life.
For me it’s also depression. You may have it temporarily. The thing is I don’t have a purpose in life that I can discern. Maybe God knows , but I don’t.
I don’t feel useful. And what I believe to be a very important factor is that I’m probably in the wrong place or senario. Think about it. If you were lucky enough
to bump into the right people, in the right place , at the right time , you just might wind up feeling a little more optimistic about the future.
Good luck , I wish you the best.