I understand. A lot of the time, I’m like, “Why me? It’s so unfair. Why did I get these mental illnesses and fibromyalgia too? Why me and not someone else?”

And the stupid ED is the worst of all, it never goes away. Maybe for super lucky people but not me. It is always the fallback. The thoughts just stay and fester.

I still feel like the hardest thing I have done in my entire life is my first recovery from anorexia, and I have had a lot of sucky things happen in my life, so that is saying a lot.