I just can't get excited. It is now less than two months until we embark on a fabulous holiday in Europe. My boyfriend is beside himself with excitement looking forward to the riverboat cruise. Me? Meh.

I hate depression. I have every reason to be happy right now - great relationship, great support network, things to look forward to - yet these things don't perk me up at all as they should. I have every reason to be enjoying life right now yet it just isn't happening. Aaaargh.