Haven't posted here in awhile. Still mixed. Gained enough weight the pdoc didn't mention hospitalization this week on Tuessday. Hate gaining weigh. I've started walking again. Got to keep the exercise in check. Ugh, the truth is it helps for my anxiety for awhile and then it just does damage. I need to find that healthy ratio.
Finally found a T I think I can work with. She doesn't specialize in EDs, but my having an ED was not an instant "no" from her. I have had that either on the phone or in person with so many T's.
I have an ED, yes, but it's all connected to everything, and the exercise also becomes an OCD tendency.
Have to eat lunch, don't want to. See the T at 1 today, but she is only a 5 min. drive from my house.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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