Sigh, I wasn't able to go this time. Perhaps another time. Kinda bummed about it. Wanted to get it done and feel confident about it. Like i was preparing myself for the worst. I'm not sure I can do this again...but now that I've mentioned it, I'll probably try again...or someone here will help me try.

other than that, I really just feel like going back to bed. It's so gloomy here. bleh!