{{{{{{{Jenn}}}}}} I am so very sorry that you feel like this. You are more than entitled to be angry and hurt when people treat you like that. You DO matter, and your feelings DO count. You are such a special person and trying to please everyone all the time will take its toll on you.
You are much appreciated here. I know that you have always been there for a hug or support for me when I needed it. Thank you so much. Please feel better.
Mary Alice