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Originally Posted by SarahSweden
I think thereīs more to this that she didnīt let me know of. She said she kept going because she was worried how I would act when she informed me we had to end but I had of course accepted it if she hadnīt fooled me for such a long time. Letting me believe we could continue as long as I needed it as she put it.
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I wonder if it was a situation where she thought she could convince the higher-ups to continue, perhaps it wasn't she was trying to "fool you" but she deluded her own self. It's certainly still her responsibility and of course it's painful but it seems like she was at least trying to be helpful. I still tend to think you are better off now than 20 sessions ago, but I can understand that doesn't make it feel better than it does right now.
If you decide to seek therapy again, perhaps this will be an experience that teaches you something about what you want or need in a relationship. I know that getting therapy outside the public system is very difficult in your country, but I hope that if you want it, you're able to find something that works for you.