This might sound strange, but meds have made me totally different people. When I first took risperdal, suddenly the next morning until I was taken off it I loved jazz and swing music. Now I could give a crap about jazz and swing. Geodon made me want to suddenly go back to school and be a librarian. Again, now I have no interest in being a librarian. Then of course, seroquel. Seroquel made me lazy and just want to lay around eating Cheetos and reading lots and lots if books. Seroquel really really made me want to read. Now zyprexa makes me want to spend lots of time outdoors, even though it was 20 degrees this morning and I usually like sitting next to a heater in my apartment with a blanket, popcorn, and comic books. I'm so many different people. I'm a different person for every different ap I've tried.