Feeling a little more blah today, as expected as my mood drops, but not too bad yet. Have plans to go out with friends tomorrow to an Oktoberfest. Weather here is beautiful, really cooled off. I thought after my appointment yesterday that I understood what was meant by my diagnosis, but now that I think of it it is really almost as perplexing as not having one. I discussed it with a friend who said she thinks I just have depression and anxiety, and and asked why would they give me a diagnosis based off a med reaction. She's not my doctor, but she does know me well. I suppose the important thing is I know which meds to avoid or which might work better for me. Also confused that I am just "fine" now. Perhaps therapy will help me learn to understand my moods better. I am scheduled to start next weekend.