First of all, I too want to say how sorry I am that you're feeling like this, You seem like a very genuine caring person to me, I was always told that when people act like they have twoards you that it was actually a statement about THEM! I don't see how you can "own that" or feel responsible for anything other than just being the sweet person you are! just know that theres a bunch of people here who WISH they had a friend like you! best advice? just keep on being you...it's all gonna work out.
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