It's a new show coming out next year. Created by the creators of the voice for songwriters. I know it's a long shot but I have to try. It requires relocating to LA during the filming which means my job, my daughter.

I think if i get it I'll talk to my job about taking a leave of absence. Might work might not, not sure if I'm very good at it. My problem is my daughter. I won't be able to see her. I suppose I can go back to daily calls. But it will be hard its like 3 or 4 months, 2 at minimum.

My mom is like aren't you too old for this. Nope because I'm not dead yet. Anyway I'm really not sure I'll be selected but I have to give it a shot. It's a chance at a dream. They say you'll go through a physical and mental health evaluation. And you'll need a doctor note for any pre existing conditions saying you're ok to compete. I really want the chance. So I hope if I get it I can pass the exams with a note.

I'm mostly worried about my daughter. I can get another job or maybe even work it so I can still keep my job. But time with my daughter is precious. Thoughts?