I have felt blah all day today, got into a big fight with father over the whole cardiologist since he's changed his mind since yesterday about where I need to go. Not to mention the referral girl who called to set up my appointment for it was completely new. How about you read my docs notes of where I want to go, she just assumes and makes an appointment with the cardiologist that comes to the hospital I used to be a receptionist at. There is NO way I can see former coworkers that betrayed me. I literally gave up the best therapist I ever had over the way the fired me. If I can't see the therapist I liked, then I sure as heck am not going to see a doc I've only met in hallway passing. So now I'm waiting on several phone calls since I've decided to handle the referral myself. If you cannot bother to read my docs notes on where I want to go then I don't want you creating another problem when I already am dealing with anxiety and possible PTSD over the firing.

Sorry I'm really irritated today over practically everything. I hope everyone had a much better day and night than I did.