hmmmmmmmmmm i guess that's a good thing.
confusing all this.
perna - i totally get the protected castle thing - i have one just like it in my mind and have painted it. here's the catch - i'm the complete opposite of how you explain myself and if there were such a thing as a "maid in distress" or a maiden locked in a tower - that would be the me that goes to t. Lol- and i just cut 8 inches of hair off, so no "rapunzle" act for me out the window.
I really don't know how to get by it. The censor shut down part (like you said the protector part of you) is so very strong - i can only get past it in writing. In speech, it dominates. Insta-shut down. =(