Sure, I should have ignored her post and just gotten off fb. Instead, I posted a couple inflammatory posts myself “calling her out”. I really thought I’d get a response of “not you, auntie”. Instead I got unfriended.

Now I am sure she hasn’t given it another thought. She truly does not care about me. But I am obsessing about it for over a week now and probably forever. I am that hurt about this. I told my family I am that hurt about this. They choose to invalidate me and ignore me. Oh well...

I’m practicing radical acceptance. My family truly doesn’t care. There’s nothing I can do to change what happened. This happened. It is what it is. I am so hurt they don’t love me because I loved them.

Maybe in my insecurity, I went to test their love and got my azz kicked. Maybe everyone will eventually show me they meant more to me than I did to them.