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Oct 13, 2018, 02:11 PM

okay.

so I recently read before I die by jenny downham, about a woman who has lukemia trying to complete her bucket list before she dies from the illness.
in the book, near the end, all her family are around her when she dies- her mother, her father, and her brother- it was so sweet

but.. I don't have those people

Possible trigger:

I never met my father and don't know who he is

- the only brother I have wants nothing to do with me and says I am dead to him all ready

same with my mother

which naturally has got me thinking this afternoon about the whole dying alone situation... when I die, I am either A- going to die around total strangers

or B- going to die alone

I want to be like tessa in the book and die with my family round me, or at least people that meant something to me, but since I don't have that, I'm honestly not sure what I prefer to do

do I prefer to just die alone or die with people around me I've never even met?

thought of the day I guess...