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Old Oct 13, 2018, 05:00 PM
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Originally Posted by Carmina View Post
How do you all do it? When I'm in my deepest depression I just want to curl up and die, sometimes I try to hurt myself, the last thing I feel like doing is showering, washing, even eating. I cut off all contact with others, even my daughter who I love so much and who at those times is the only thing that stops me killing myself (although I can't tell her that which is why I cut myself off, to protect her).
I can get very depressed and might wait 3 days at my worst. I will shower; yet I am sometimes doing it for those around me, not so much for myself, especially with prolonged paralyzing depressions.

I feel having other people in the house helps me to keep up with hygiene.

Yes, during those times, I want to give up, too.
By the way, it's nice to have you posting!


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