Being on mood stabilizer changed my personality back to what it was in high school before I got sick with this in 2002 so it was s good change. Being depressed and Unmedicated changed my personality for the worse. I look forward to getting back to myself again. I hate this. I think I did feel like my creativity was stiffened a common complain from googling it lol but it wasn’t by much and I don’t create anything when I’m severely depressed so staying unmedicated for the possibility of being more creative during a rarer hypomanic episode doesn’t make sence. I knew that when I went off meds and it wasn’t why I stopped meds. I’m more productive and my personality is more what it used to be when I’m stable.