At this point what is done is done. It does not sound like you will be able to see this therapist again. I u derstand you are hurting but the best thing you can do for yourself is to try to accept the facts.

If she had followed the "rules" you would have probably only had 20 sessio s which would have included termination session, not added on at the end as the limit was 20.

You have said she is not licensed so she was probably in over her head a long time ago which is why she was afraid to tell you.

You also may be able to come to a better ending by looking back over your old posts prior to termination. In many of those posts you sounded very unhappy with the way your sessio s were going and there was a lot of talk about quitting. If you put yourself back into that mindset and remember that things were not all that great, it may help you better accept the fact that it is over now. Maybe the forced termination was actually doing you a favor, allowing you to fi d a qualified, licensed therapist to actually help you.