I'm at least as weird as you then. At the beginning of my therapy with current T I would give my weekly journals, routinely 25 or 30 single spaced pages, and he would read them. He would not usually bring anything up on his own, but he did thank me for the "feedback" when I wrote a long rant about an interaction where he refused to react like I wanted him too, which was to basically agree that I was a bad person.