I ate pretty well today. I also made brownies and had one tonight. I have mixed feelings about this though. Part of me is happy that I seem to be able to eat things in moderation now without devouring massive amounts of food and bingeing. Then a small part of me also feels a little wary and guilty every time I eat something like that because, there's always the option of not eating it, and restricting
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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