My third year in college was really difficult... I wound up being hospitalized twice. I knew something was wrong, and even though it scared the h*** out of me, I finally went to my campus therapist and asked for help. I think if you feel like something is wrong, listen to yourself. There's nothing wrong for realizing that something is wrong. Try going to your college camp counselor and talking to them, or to any professional and talk to them. I hope this helps.