Hi. I wanted to say to you, because I've been exactly where you are, as far as emotionally attached to a man perhaps obsessive. When you're with someone else, it's not likely to work out. My advice is actively look for a better job first. Also if the current situation seems that dire. Does your current bf feel the same? Maybe just a real talk conversation needs to happen. You two could become great roommates or better at just being friends. Until financially you can pay for your own place. It sucks being unhappy. You can absolutely become happy. You focus on Your happiness. You owe it to yourself. Or there's always my grandma's favorite "Dear, you need to find a hobby"