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Old Oct 15, 2018, 07:35 AM
Anonymous32895
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Originally Posted by Balthascar810 View Post
My parents didn't trust
Me when I was allowed home.
They phoned Fred from
Time to time to
Check up on me.
It was more to see
If I had been drinking.
They thought I was
More likely to do
Something stupid if
I had drunk a lot.
And I was still recovering.
And I did give
Them cause for concern.
I did still want to
Get drunk. And I
Shouldn't have been.
I wasn't well enough
To be drinking yet.
And it is immensely hard
When that is ALL
Your 18 year old
Friends seem to want to do.
A girl I was in with
Was taken back by
Ambulance countless times
When she drank too much
Before building herself
Back up to health properly.
I may become unwell
Again if I didn't
Give my head a rest.
Yet they didn't like
Having me in the house.
Like I was a loitering
Teen smoking weed
In the basement
Sponging off them.
But in reality
I was in recovery.
So that's why I
Had a blip.
You don't want to
Go back in there,
Asked the doctor?
For a minute I
Did think it would
Be better than hearing
My drunken parents
Spouting their hard knock
Nonsense about me
Thinking I was asleep.
But I said No.
I realise that it was
The alcohol speaking
A lot of the time.
I don't believe that
Alcohol is a truth
Serum or it represented
Someone's true views and intentions.
When it comes to
Thoughts and feelings
Alcohol clouds everyones
Judgement. Especially if
Your stressed, tired and
Drunk to boot.
It was the drink talking.
Hugs from:
Bugtussel