I wish I had a good answer to this. None of us knows when or how we will be passing away... Even if we had a wonderful family and lots of friends that still does not ensure we wouldn’t go alone with nobody around...I think we all have these times that we think about and try to face our own mortality. It scares me too. Something that actually gives me comfort is to read about near death experiences. I like to think people are telling the truth about these experiences.. ❤️