I guess if Dustin represents anything, it's just that the impossible isn't always as impossible as I think it is... I didn't think I'd ever meet someone like him. And I think I wouldn't feel so messed up over it if I wasn't so sure that he had feelings for me too. I still have a lot of guilt over all of it because I know it was my fault that things didn't work out better between us. I expected things to go wrong from the beginning, when I probably shouldn't have. I just didn't think someone like him could ever care about someone like me.

Dustin is the only one I've ever met who truly seems like the right person. I feel like anyone else I meet is wrong. There are some that are less wrong, but they're still wrong... so I guess I'm not sure if I'm going to ever really be able to move on because of that, either.