It's so hard to find motivation to do anything. I have a job. I should be there right now. I was up to be there early, but I just thought **** it. What's the point? I stopped going to my GED classes. I dunno...I just want to know how I can find motivation. I can't find it in myself, I've tried. I don't know how I can start taking responsibility and motivate myself to move forward again. Any suggestions?

Maybe I should start seeing a therapist. I haven't done that at all. There's something inside me that keeps telling me that maybe they can help me find out what's keeping me rooted in this one spot.