that snowball will melt in the sun : )

find what you njoy most is my advice.. there is a world of choices that are positive and uplifting and healthy for you...

im not trying to be a bubblehead and tell you some fantasy BS.... i dont know your age or how long its been this way for you Thinking... i do wish you the best and i hope i can encourage you a little.. do what you believe you need to for survival because we all matter.....