i have completely lost my perception of time.....
ive once again become lost inside depression.
i have to force myself to go to work....
all i want to do all day is sleep.....
i am so angry that this is my life!!!
the ups and downs put a huge strain on me.....
its terrible. everything is terrible. i am a horrible person. i must deserve to feel this way.
i am wasting my time trying. i dont even think i care to try. i am not worth trying.
time is a torture chamber.