I think about this quite a lot too, actually... My biggest fear is that I might die unexpectedly and I would leave everyone and everything behind without closure. I also fear that people who are left behind will either be too heartbroken or just indifferent because my life was meaningless to them. I fear that I won't be missed at all. That I will eventually be forgotten.

And strangely, I also worry about how I'd look when I'm dead and people going through my things.

I don't believe in hell or heaven. I don't know if there is a god or gods that welcome you at the gate and determine whether you were a good being or not. I think we are all sinners, and simply going to church or believing in God doesn't make you a decent person. We learn from our experiences and mistakes and each journey serves a different purpose in life. In everyone's lives. Because we are all together.

God or not, we should all be kind, honest, generous and supportive to each other in the name of humanity to not have so many regrets when we're dying. And that's what I strive to do every day.