Ran too much today...sigh.
I double took my morning meds today, I think. Or yesterday. But from the insomnia, not missing the lack of sleep, and zero appetite having nothing to do with the ED, I'd say today. Or maybe not. Maybe just bipolar hypomania. I have been mixed forever, I bounce back & forth like a ping pong ball. Don't remember double taking meds at all, noticed tomorrow morning was already empty straightening things up today. Double Adderall, double Wellbutrin...so yeah...
Didn't eat too much. Not very hungry. Partially the meds, I think. I also think I'm fixing to start my cycle, and I get queasy/nauseous around that time. I was so crampy this morning, I thought I had started (but didn't).
Saw dermatologist, got a mole cut off.
Need to do better. Weight going down again, ED happy, pdoc will not been happy next week if I don't get it together.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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