Well the band-aids and neosporen didn't work. I'm going to keep trying. Best guess is he's picking under the band-aids because they're bloody messes. I've changed them 2x just today. I think tonight we're going to have to talk to him about getting back on medication. I'm going to push for solely an SSRI he hurt himself more just solely being on Zoloft but it's worth another shot at somewhere in the SSRI family. IDK I'm worried about him. He's depressed I'm sure. At least he's getting out of bed. I need something to work for him. I'm worried he won't go back on meds because "what's the point, it's not like it works." Hell the only reason I take my meds is because they're disolvable. One of us has to pull ourselves out of this mess. I'm think we're going to try valerian root for him as a compromise. No Dr's, No T's, no scri3pts and no embarrassing sleep overs.

Our car is still broken. My mom is giving me money to fix one but we have to scrap/sell the other one. It's really not worth the $600 for a rebuild but we need a car. I wish we had the money for at least a newer car our car is 16 years old.