Well today has barely started but I'm positive because I had a good amount of sleep last night (the idiots upstairs were out all night). So it's hard to tell.

But on Tuesday night my jealousy got an unbearable point after something I read and I got so angry with myself. Jealousy is such a pointless emotion, I can't have that thing, there's nothing whatsoever I can do about it, so no point complaining about it. This is ridiculous. I had to distract myself with other things and try to ignore the very existence of the obsession thing. I have calmed down now but I am really sick of having these feelings.