I am not a religious person by any means, but lately I've become a bit spiritual. A boy in my daughter's Kindergarten class has this "aura". It makes me feel amazingly relaxed and centered. I am convinced he is an angel. I don't like it when his eyes meet mine because I feel unworthy of him. I'm nuts, right? What could be going on here? I am taking 0.5 mg of Ativan 1-2 X a Day, could this be it?