So I read this article about this woman who had thoughts of harming kids. She acted covertly on her impulses but said she didn't do it because she wanted sexual gratification. Just it was a anxious impulses to do so. She didnt fantasize either. It was a very old article but it scares me because I am similar to her but I havent acted. I dont even understand why someone would do that if it wasnt for sexual gratification. It just scares me I am so much like that.