Wednesday's session was a little more weird for me. I've been on edge all day and told him that and started talking about H and how I'm upset with him with how he treats me. Also told him I had some SI on Monday night but didn't want to talk more about it. Somewhere along in my conversation I said I talk to my cousin aboht my H but I try to talk about other things with her too so its not always about H. He asked if I feel like that in therapy, where the conversations get focused on H. I said yes, and he said he notices it too. He said something about how he plays a role in letting me lead the conversation when I come in, and how it usually always goes straight to talking about H. He said he's not criticizing, just that it's an observation and how much H is negatively affecting me. He asked me if there's other things that I would talk about if H wasn't an issue, and I said my kids, father and H are my biggest stressors. Things like my self esteem and self harm are pushed to the back. It was closer to the end of session by then so he reminded me again about Friday and asked how I think the rest of the week will be for me. Told him I hope to keep busy with my kids and cleaning, how I am trying to do activities with them like trunk or treats and such this week while they're out of school for fall break. He told me that's part of what makes me a good mom. Said let's stop there and see him Monday.