Still not having much of an appetite. Don't think it is the morning meds; I have been on them since April, May, it hasn't affected me this much, even when the pdoc had me on 300 mg Wellbutrin daily (had to go down, it gave me scary & dangerous forgetfulness).
I've had to take Claritin most mornings lately. I have seasonal allergies. It's always bad here spring & fall, sometimes summer too. Maybe it's the Claritin or my sucky life in general.
Ran today. Shouldn't be running at all. I've got to stop it. And I went farther than I thought. I zoned out completely and suddenly my app was announcing 4 miles, and the last I remembered was half a mile. Especially having trouble with eating, it is not good to be doing this running.
I've had to have a banana & 2 slices of toast for breakfast all week now. Just can't face anything else. Finally managed a late lunch, soup, celery & carrot sticks, a cream cheese, to dip the veggies. Stuffed after that. Now, it's time to make dinner. Ugh. Why does life have to revolve around so much eating?
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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