I really don’t expect an answer....just being out at work today has freaked me out.....waaay out of my comfort zone.

We just deal with today just like we do everyday: hope that nobody noticed and keep heading on.

Nobody knows about our mental condition and alters and stuff....and so wish that we can let other people understand our sporadic behavior....but am afraid that it would lead to strained relationships and loss of job.

Plus, it seems that when people are enlightened, switching becomes more obvious and freely done: can be system devastating. It seems that our secrecy is the borderline that keeps us contained.