To start off, I'd like to say that I'm Clara. A Female alter in Chez's system.
So today, we attended Chez's Brothers' wedding. It was really nice and pretty, but it was wrong. I should've been a bridesmaid, not a groomsman. It was just a reminder of how I'm not supposed to really exist, and how, no matter what, I'll always be a girl trapped in a guy's body and that's crappy. How do other-gendered alters deal with... all of it? The feeling that your body isn't your own and that you won't be able to live out your fairytale. I know that Chez is having a tough time and I need to help him deal with his stuff, but I need to find a way to accept my fate, I guess.