I have an anxiety about people randomly collapsing- not people I don't know, I wouldn't, for example, message someone on the forum to say be careful, you might collapse, no... people I know.

it's hard to explain- when I'm around someone it's almost like I am restricting them.. don't sleep, don't lean down too far, don't cough, don't breav fast, don't sleep, don't try moving in your chair to a better position, all of that stuff will trigger the thoughts- what I'll do is grab their arm and just shake them until I know they are okay.

if, for example, I'm around someone and they go home, it triggers the thoughts too

are you going to have a massive heart attack?

are you going to have a massive collapse and cause a zombie apocalypse

are you going to give us a virus where all of us collapse?

and the funny thing about these thoughts is that they are completely random

I might be fine around someone for a few minits, and then go... don't do that, because you'll fall, and for the rest of the day I'll worry about it

even more funny is that I don't actually care if I fall. i'm not worried

they are annoying thoughts, ones I wish I didn't have- it's bad for me and also the people I'm around