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Old Oct 19, 2018, 11:23 AM
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Originally Posted by MsSchadenfreude View Post
Writing is wonderful. Reading too, of course.

I love to type, but the pen to the paper is such a different feeling...
In 2010, when I had a very serious mania going on, I constantly wrote the most off the wall things in notebook after notebook, and I would do this late at night. I remember thinking how "amazing" my ideas were and I thought I was so "brilliant".

A few years ago, I found those notebooks in a box and I burned them. As I looked through them, I got negative feelings. Seeing that brought back the memories of extreme paranoia I was having.

I feel like I've never written so well as that time... and another time when I was in high school around the time before I was hospitalized.

If you have the flow, let it flow!! I understand about the fast feeling. My writing was all over the place and different script depending on how my mind was. The faster my thoughts, the sloppier the letters. The more intensity you could see on the pages.
I agree about the pen. I burned my old writing too, even though it was good. I felt it was too positive and cheerful, go figure.

I did do a writing prompt this morning. I kept it nonfiction, but I could have written a story or poem out of it too. I used the paper & notebook approach too. I always wrote in pen or pencil growing up because it's not like laptops existed or smartphones or tablets. If you were luckily enough to have a desktop, MS Word was in very early phases when I graduated.

We never had to turn in typed papers in high school; just ink, cursive, (which my daughter's school doesn't even teach anymore) and white-out for mistakes though excessive white-out lowered your grade. My school did not even have a computer lab, and I learned to type on an electric typewriter, which really sucked on timed typings if a key got stuck or near the end of the assignment, you made an error and would need to use white-out, and then had to debate between starting over or getting points taken off for the white-out.

Now I feel old...LOL.
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