(((((((((((((((((((zarstar)))))))))))))))))))))))) My heart goes out to you. Welcome to the forum. I know how it feels to be so deeply sensative to rejection because it has happened so much. The pain of it makes you want to shy away from everyone. Its happened often to me. So lets us both know that 1. its not us, its them and 2. One day God will bless you with the relationships that you need. Im praying for you. Feel free to message me anytime. You do seem like a great person and I wish you the best.