I'm saying there's a risk in everything I do. Hell, I didn't wake up that morning and plan to get in an accident and then drive off. It happened bc I misinterpreted the other driver's actions. I thought him driving to the parking lot means he drove off. I didn't follow him bc I didn't think I could catch up to him since in my mind, he drove off. I now have to be more careful than other people. Other people didn't screw up and land themselves on probation.

My parents hate me. They said I ruined them and put them through hell. They were the ones who initially took my car keys upon hearing my probation starts this week. It was to prevent me from getting jail time. Now I'm starting to have even less desire to drive. Even if my folks suddenly give me back the car keys, I wouldn't take it. I even deactivated my Facebook account bc I don't wanna accidentally offend someone who might sue or otherwise get police involved.

My lawyer said today that I can't get any ticket, no nothing.