yeah i have that website memorized haha. im probably going to wait until my boyfriend finds out how long he has left. and if its longer than what i have im going to talk to my advisor and see if we can time it right so that were not trying to pay 2 rents one here and one 3 hours north etc...

also if i stay a full time student ill have health insurance through my mom that covers everything until im 25. so if i dont go straight from here to vet school and im only 21 i wont have health insurance. and its pretty barren out here lol.

i applied for a research job at the wildlife lab at siu looking at bugs lol. he hasn't emailed me back yet but that could also be good experience. plus i have applications for 2 other internships - one in colorado studying ecology for 10 weeks and 1 at the st. louis zoo for 10 weeks.

one of the biggest things is that no matter how many times i change my mind, it always comes back to being a vet. thats the big thing. i think if i really didn't want to do it, it wouldnt be so hard to say no to y'know?

thanks for looking up that url though. i probably have paper copies of everything on that site by now haha