our last session before we go out of office for phobia work, was yesterday, we spent quite a bit of time talking about the prep and plans, i was sweating like crazy on my hands and my heart was racing. T must have noticed because he looked at me and was like, just breathe...and we started talking about some silly stuff to relax me.

I'm glad he's willing to do this with me.... but I am so terrified, the closer it gets to thurs, the more nervous I will be.... but I trust him and he has a way of making me feel calm around him so I'm hoping for the best

he was funny too, making some jokes about it....

we also talked about jealousy of other clients, he knows its a legit thing and only with women now lol. that was awkward but he handled it well.

he also showed me a cute little stuffed toy he bought for the office, he says he thought it was a hamster but its clearly a husky dog lol.. i was laughing. huskies are my fav. I'm already eyeing it for a thing to ask for when he goes on a trip.