Title says it all. Today I am free! Yesterday saw (ex)BF off. Cleaned the unit and got the very last things. I am now 100% in my new place (and just finished "nesting" the final items) and CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!!!!!

All the time! (Except work time of course...

) Wow.
I celebrated last night (shower, bowl, watched Trilogy [The Cure concert dvd] just luxuriating and reveling in Robert Smith's genius.

Blissed out.) It was exactly what
I wanted to do. 100%. And my room is decorated 100% me. Trust me, that's a pretty big shift. I love it so much.
Had a T appt today with someone new. I couldn't stop smiling (but not in a hypo way) telling about it. She said she was so proud of me. So am I(!) (That's normally very hard to say.) We also talked about self-care going forward.
I've always thought the expression, "this is the first day of the rest of your life" was pretty hokey. Today it really meant something and nearly brought me to tears.
Just wanted to put this out there for anyone who has followed my saga.
I haven't been this happy in a very long time.