I cannot offer advice, sure as hell. But I want to tell you that you're not alone in this fight. Me, I am intellectually disabled. Unfit for science. It's better if I had Down's syndrome rather than the lethal combinations of the things that are. For me and life, it was never meant to be. **** my grades and my talent, they're nothing compared to my schizophrenic mind and broken body's problems, like parents who won't let an adult do anything else other than reading books.

I am hating science now. If I live 'till the next academic year, I am gonna change streams. You're probably thinking, 'Why do you always bring up careers and field of studies?' the answer is I am not trained to talk about anything else. And I suck at it too, cause academic life and social life (including life skills) aren't mutually exclusive.

Reminds me of the Shining, I read its plot over Wikipedia.