Freewill, I am so sorry for you. I am new here and I am so upset by what you went through. Now I argue with my p-doc about my DID dx but that is me and that is ok. I just have one alter that thinks he (p-doc) is untrustworthy but then again she thinks all men are. He and I have had a discussion about this too and he understands it is because first and foremost he is a man. I am trying to work on trusting him. I have argued about it since day one. Mainly because I was the last to know about my inners as I called them first. I was so clueless. But this T of yours was clueless and tactless and she traumatized you. Retraumatized, you have been. That breaks my heart because you see I think most of us have been through enough. And it is hard enough to get up the courage to go and tell someone what is inside our heads and for someone to treat you like that. Well, it makes me want to go find her for you and mess with her. I am sorry if I am coming on strong but you must not let her mess with your mind anymore. Thank goodness you have another T now.
Nothing in life, especially with the brain is black and white. Makes me wonder why she became a t in the first place.
I personally believe that DID will look different to each person that experiences it too. JMHO
Yes you are ok. You are more than ok. You are GREAT.
I hope you are better today.
I am sorry it upset me so much. It just isn't right. I am so glad you are doing better.
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